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We were as one, babe
For the moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free, yeah
So I’m letting you fly
’cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl, don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way, you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby

I ain’t gonna cry, no
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave, girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably,
You’ll be back again
‘Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end, no

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl, don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way, you’re never gonna shake me

Ooh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back, girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh, oh
I know that you’ll be right back, baby
Oh baby, believe me, it’s only a matter of time

What a wonderful life I had.

Back then.

Everyday would be so bright

Even when it rains

 

Nights skipped in a blink

Days ended in no time

Chattering muttered from each other

Small trip planned days to days

 

Love was in the air

Love was everywhere

Love was infinite

Love was our language

 

The world seemed to be ours

Everything

Anything

We done it together

 

Out of nowhere

The plague began

Lies spread

Thoughts were hidden

 

Uncertainty took the wheels of life

Ego darkened the path

Fear got the chances

Cowardice kept it all numb

 

Love is gone

Love is nowhere

Love is depleted

Love is )*^(%*$)

 

Schedules are empty

Silence dominates the world

Days are as long as the wheels can roll

Nights are as cold and dark as the mind

 

When it rains

Everything would be so miserable

Now until someday

What a grief day I have!! ! ! ! !

It’s sunday now…
In any moment will be monday though…
It’s supposed to be quite fun n relaxing somehow..
Regarding the "monday-friday" freakin’ schedule in the morning-evening..

But hey…
This day somehow is fuckin’ messed up…
Dunno how but today is just really not my day…
Damn…

Not feelin’ really well…
Mind…
Body….
Overall, it’s…..really2 uncomfortable..

Have u ever felt the feelin’…?
Where u seem to be lost ur track in life..
Even for a bit moment..
Well today, I experienced it more than once..! ! ! !

Geez…today is really2……
Uh what should I say…
I don’t even know why I write this blog…
Man…..today is just not the day..Really ! ! !

Once in a while.

I lived in this world without any absolute purposes.

Just living another day for the day after tomorrow

Back behind the shadows is somehow comfort me the most

After I saw and experienced all the lies, tricks, and
hatreds of the world

 

And suddenly I met someone

Things were somehow change the other way around.

I didn’t see things in a bland and colorless view

For a while, I experienced the best time of my life.

 

I had colorful days.

I looked at the skies so bright than usual.

I felt that I could have faced any problems that came along.

Times flew so fast while we’re together.

 

But then.

 

It was when life gave us..

All the times we wanted.

All the pleasures we loved to do.

All the chattering, amusements, and the times we had together.

 

When life starts demanding something from us.

And makes us look closer to the reality.

Everything seems so difficult.

Every step you choose might seem so wrong.

 

So much uncertainties and hidden thoughts about the future.

But after all these times being together.

We had a totally different point of view.

Nobody can blame us for that to happen.

 

Every single people in the world

Have their own liberty to set their path.

And none shall have bad thought or even…

Spread their own version of other’s path.

 

The truth and facts are not always what you see

It’s all lies deep beneath our hearts.

Sometimes the fact can hurt you.

Sometimes the fact can be very amusing for you.

 

If it is very amusing, it would be very pleasant for
everyone.

What would you do if the fact is the other way around?

Would you feel, devastated?, frustrated?, blame life for
being unfair?.

Or took the noble step of facing all of them as a part of
your life?

 

So many aspects of live that could have affected how you choose your path

What is yours? Is it pride? Parent’s will? Other’s opinion? Personal needs?

It would be excellent if somehow, you have all the things
you wanted in the world

What would you do if you don’t?

 

When all the livings in the world share the conflict and
happiness of love.

Once again..

I stood back behind the shadows.

And let the emptiness came all over me again.

 

Like some people said… You can make all the plans, but not
all of it will happen accordingly